Lesson of the day

You might be there when someone needed your help.

But, when you need the someone for help, the someone may not be there for you.

Think twice before you want to help anyone.

I think human beings are selfish after all.

So, depend on yourself. You yourself are the only one who you can count on.

I am not angry. I just feel sad and disappointed.

A special dedication to Mr. C

I am so pissed off by Mr. C recently... someone who I really think is a real as.s.hole, childish and whatever-bad-word-you-can-think-of-now.

(I am sorry to those who are reading this. I do not mean to be bitchy and rude here. But I just cannot let this thing fades away just like that!!!)

We, as HUMAN BEING are very special and unique. We are just so different from each other and that does not mean that we can LOOK DOWN on other people or EXPLOIT other people!!!

Dear Mr. C, I beg you will read this as this is specially dedicated to you. I am spending my American time to write this post. Now, let MAMA teach you a lesson!!!

You may be wearing all branded stuff from head to toe but you know what, that means nothing to me as you DO NOT use your brain!!! (I dare not say that you do not have a brain because scientifically, everyone owns a brain. Perhaps, did you leave out your brain when you were doing your shopping?) You may have the nicest look and the coolest clothes, but you know what, underneath those nice clothes, you are more or less look like a big pile of s.hit. What is the point if you have only the outer beauty but you do not have the inner beauty?? Outer beauty does not last long lah, brother!! And please DO NOT judge or comment on what people are wearing!! That is just so non of your business!! Why are you so busy body to comment on what others are wearing? If you have so much of free time, may I suggest you to read more so that you can be more civilized. People may not be wearing branded stuff but they have their well-functioning brain!!! So, please mind your very own business!!! By the way, I personally think that you look like a real GAY in those clothes.

How dare you to say people "kurang ajar"??? Do you know what does it mean when you say that? You are actually insulting people's parents because you say their parents do not teach their children enough. How do you define "kurang ajar"?? Can you please tell me? And who are you to say people is "kurang ajar"? When you say someone is "kurang ajar", that means you have been 'diajar dengan secukup-cukupnya"? How do you define "diajar dengan secukup-cukupnya"? One thing I would like to remind you is that if you have been "diajar dengan secukup-cukupnya", then what on earth are you doing in UTAR? If you have been "diajar dengan secukup-cukupnya", then you would not have stuck here with us!! You are here with us now, so please allow me to say that you are actually also "kurang DIajar" lor because you are still learning just like us. Kamu juga dalam proses belajar dan diajar!!!

It is not our choice whether to be rich or poor. We were not given the right to choose when we were born. Yes, you are from a wealthy family. SO WHAT? That just means that you have more money to spend compared to us. We may not as wealthy as you are but that does not mean that we do not have money to spend. We do not bother how much money you have and how much money you can spend because we know that it is non of our business!!! We really do not care about how rich you are. You may be wealthy in terms of money but you are actually a real poor guy when we talk about family and love. God is very fair to everyone of us. When you have something more (MONEY), then you may have something else less (LOVE & FAMILY). So, please do not show off with your goddamn money. We are just not interested to know!

I think you do not know the true meaning of FRIENDS. Friends are not your slaves!!! Who are you to take them for granted and exploit them? They are HUMAN BEING too!! Just like you! If you do not like people to treat you bad, so are they!! They do not like it either!! Your friends and you have the SAME rights, SAME freedom and should deserve the SAME respect. Why cant you respect others more when you want them to respect you? They have the same right to talk and give opinion just like you!! And for the goodness sake, please stop bossy-ing your friends. You are not the BOSS and please stop telling them what to do. Do not instruct them anymore. They are not your slaves after all.

For me, you are just another childish guy (should I use the word "boy" instead?) who is bullying those people around you. They do not voice out because they treat you as a friend and respect you as a friend. For your own goodness sake, please stop all the bad things that you have been doing to them. Start respecting them and treat them as your FRIENDS!!! Who are you to make them feel sad? You either learn you lesson now or wait untill you go out to the real world and meet those REAL bad guys. Please do not cry like a small boy when the time comes. I will laugh at you!!!

By the way, I will still say HI to you and GREET you if we happen to meet in campus. The world is not so big after all.


Moral of the day:
1) I can be real nice to you but I can also be a real bitch (far beyond your imagination) if I want to.

2) Do not make me angry else you will know the price to pay!!

Daily habit

I was doing a little bit of memory recall when i was having my before-sleep-shower just now. (I did not have my before-sleep-shower at this hour for a long time as this is the time where I normally get started to work my ass.)

And I started to think : Did I brush my teeth before I sleep recently??

Well, I couldn't recall much whether or not I brush my teeth before I sleep recently.

But the fact is, i DID NOT brush my teeth before I sleep recently!! my god! why? Simply because I did not really sleep at night. God knows what was I doing for the past few nights.

When we were still a primary school student, we were taught that we must brush our teeth at least TWICE a day - in the morning and at night. I used to stick to that rule until recently.



















This has in fact inspired me of something.

When we are very busy, we tend to forget or neglect things (especially those small small one) that around us.

You will not notice that your roommate is actually sick now.

You will not notice that your room is a real mess.

You forget when was the last time you did your laundry (until you see your laundry basket is bursting with all those dirty clothes).

You forget to pay all the bills (until they keep on sending you the very beautiful "Red Letter").

You may even forget when was the last time you talk to your parents on the phone.

I have been really busy recently. Busy with my CRM presentation and the report for it.

It is over now. And I don't give a shit to it anymore. At least until week 12.

Really hope that all these will end soon. Really can't take the stress anymore.

H1N1 is getting serious over here. I must start wearing mask from tomorrow onwards for my own good sake.

This is the only night where I can sleep before 12am. So I shall not bullshit a lot and go to bed now.

Suddenly, I miss him. Good night, honey.

雪中送炭

今天终于体会到“雪中送炭”的感觉。

这几天的我心情很不好，功课压力大得快要受不了了。。。 很情绪化之余，再加上强烈的想念，真的让我快要疯了！！

很想他妈的不顾一切放声大哭，可是做不到。。。哭，并不是我的强项。

今天上课时，海妹妹说我看起来很压力，就说如果她有煲汤就拿给我。

我以为她随口说说。

谁知，她在晚上八点多真的拿了汤过来。

虽然心里很不好意思，可是却觉得很温暖。

人其实可以很容易满足。就算是一点不起眼的事，你也可以很开心，很感动。

虽然只是简单的一碗汤，可是其中的心意和关心却是无价的。

简简单单的一碗汤正好平服了我烦躁的心情。

人只要要求少一点，付出多一点，那么你会快乐很多。

你的身边也许围绕着很多人，可是当中真正关心你的，会有几个呢？

海妹妹，谢谢你的爱心汤。我真的很感动！

My First Post Here

I finally start blogging. finally. most of my friends know that I don't blog. if you don't know this, then you probably not my friend. i suppose. i don't blog simply because :

I do not have the American time. my life has been busy all the while. really really busy. don't ask me why am I so busy and what I have been doing. sometimes I also wonder why on earth I am this busy. when people are very busy, too busy and over busy, they tend to forget why are they so busy. i think i am this kind of person.

The reason for me to have this blog was very crappy. Shiao Ping posted a post. somewhere last week i think. after reading her post, I felt like leaving her a comment. really had the strong feeling to comment something about it. unfortunately, I couldn't leave her a message for I-dont-know-why. so I decided to create an account just for the sake of leaving her that stupid comment. and the best part was, she deleted the post after I finally successfully left her the comment. so there gone my comment too. wasted my effort, time, and energy. if I knew that she would delete the post, then I wouldn't have wasted so much time.

Someone asked me, why is there no any post from you yet? well, have you heard about "The Emperor's New Clothes"? if you did, then let me introduce to you - Rachel Wong's New Blog. the same theory applies here. if you have forgotten about the story, then try to Google it out. it may help you to recall a little bit about your childhood too. i suppose.

Had lunch with Shiao Ping this afternoon. she asked me, are you missing him very much? i was shocked when she asked that question. then she said I have been mentioning about him since the last few days. yes, i do miss him very much. then i realized one thing, when you really miss someone, you tend to mention and talk about him/her very often. all the day. all the time. that makes me cant wait any longer to see him.

Finally, something for my blog.

Dear blog,
I hope that I will have the American time to update you regularly. hope that you will not be abandoned by me too soon.